Wednesday, November 29, 2006
tats the end of the fireworks...i m back to the single world...welcome mi back fren...i m glad tat no matter wad happen...u guys are always wif mi...esp all my sisters n brothers...thx
this relationship wif gid...i brought up lots of courage to make it a start...so as to end it...yup...everytym tis kinda things happens...my heart aches...it hurts n i cried...however u guys are always there for mi...n i wil alway remember tis words tat u guys hav said to mi "jus follow wads ur heart says...no matter wad decision u made...we wil support u n be there for u" and true enuf...they always are there for mi...
something once done cannot b undone...yup...i felt so sorry for myself,being such an idiot...but wad can i do?...i brought myself to tis stage...i gonna face it myself...i wil stay strong and happy...jus like the usual crystal tan kai li.
Loving you...
Saturday, November 25, 2006
went to cut my hair todae...bet wif my mum...sh
e sae if i dare to tel the auntie to do wadever she want, she wil pay for mi...since i got no money...i agree...n i end up wif... 
not veri use to my hair standing...but since wadever done cannot b undone...i wil try to get use to it lo....
Loving you...
Friday, November 24, 2006
felt bored in the shop...no customers soOoo....
guess wad i start playing wif...sHHhh....dUn tel boss...ha ha...
Loving you...
Monday, November 20, 2006
yesterdae...didn't end the day nice...cash short...didn't noe is whose fault so everyone fork out money to top in...sian...top in 11 bucks=2 hour work gone...anyway to dae is good...everythings fine...wOOo...everydae loOk at those beautiful accessories...omg...i wan them so much...waiting for my pay day...wil but for some of my frens n myself ba...i think...ha ha....
anyway...some pics mi n sOp toOk after work...
Loving you...
Friday, November 17, 2006
working is fun...yesterday my shift was wif sye mun the whole day....
met...gays[i think]...and some shuai ge...ha ha...
was a little irritated by the glass door bcos no matter how i push n pull...it jus dUn move...mayb i nid to pratice more...and the next thing is the cashier...wasn't veri familiar wif the keyboard n stuff so always kept the customers waiting...i m so sorry abt tat...
to yOu: i felt bad after sending tat msg...tats why i called u once i reach home after work...
i m sry dar...
Loving you...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
yeah ! tomolo start work le....finally...10am to 10pm at vivo...
now i m at sye mun hse...she is bathing n i got nthing better to do so post lo...
2 days nv see my laso gong le...seriously miss him...too bad la...he working ma...
to yOu: if u get a chance to read tis...take care dar...rest well...love you always....muacks...
Loving you...
Monday, November 13, 2006
haiz....todae no work so slp till 1.30pm den wake up...tomolo no work olso...SO SIAN....stay at home slack...go out no money...no life...
anyway...todae went to meet iris at dhoby mrt den went to takashimaya to find sop...we had a difficult tym trying to get the the shop...and when we found the shop...sop went out for dinner...so...iris n mi start fooling arnd in the toys department....iris bought mi n sop extra early christmas gifts...actually...is i ask for it de...ha ha...
sop christmas present frm iris....me....and my christmas present frm iris......
tats not soft toy...its speaker....cute hor...ha ha....thx iris...muacks...love u...
Loving you...
Friday, November 10, 2006
yeah...got my job le...waiting for boss to call n tel mi the shift...woo...
next week start work...$5 per hour...full shift everyday except sundae...
guess wouldn't be able to pei my fren n my lao gong le...sob sob...
Loving you...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
going for an interview later...hope i can get the job...
Loving you...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
oYa...forgot abt yesterdae...went to bugis wif eugene, syemun, min hui, don, sam, jasmine, yi fang, rong li and jill...we walk n walk n walk...they bought quite alot of stuff...i onli buy a pair of ear studs...ha ha...n took a few photos wif didi [jill]....
eeek...my hair so messy...
we loOk cooL...don't we...ha ha
Loving you...
woke up at 5am tis morning...send gid to bus-stop...after tat went home slp...
ltr...woke up at 7am...went to the bus-stop to pass designs to Don...went home n slp agn...
woke up at 9.30am, bath n went to compass point to pass eugenze calculator n compass...went home n slp agn....ha ha
woke up at 1.30pm...bath and went to bus-stop to meet sam n went to pasir ris to meet gid...
went to the old folks home wif them...its nice...i dUn mind goin there agn...ha ha...
after tat...came back to hougang...gave gid the present...suppose to give on 09/11/06 de but since his lighter is not working...might as well give him now...ha ha...
to yOu: hope tat u like the the 3rd month anniversary present i gave u...giving u tat present doesn't mean i encourage u to smoke more...i jus think tat it loOk nice plus...even if i nv buy for u...u olso wil get one urself...ha ha...
dar...its time to cut down liao la...dUn wait till it is too late...i love u n i duN wanna lose u...take care...muacks...
Loving you...
Thursday, November 02, 2006
"Eternal Flame"
Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Darling, do you feel
My heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame
I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you're sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
But is this burning (burning)?
An eternal flame
Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Oh
Oh, oh
Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Now come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Oh
Close your eye
sGive me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Or is this burning?
An eternal flame
Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Or is this burning?
An eternal flame
Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
(Ooh yeah yeah)
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame
Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Loving you...
after school went to eat pizza hut wif jill n jie pin...jill pay the least amount but eat the most...aiYOYO...
came home...all wet bcos of the heavy rain...my er zi is wet olso...nid to bath him liao...so dirty...everyday kana tortured by his dad, uncles n aunties...so ke lian...i see liao xin tong lei...sob sob...i m going to bath him wif my body foam [Johnson baby milk bath] so tat he wil smell like mi...ha ha...
Loving you...
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
sometimes when u tel mi something i may seems like i dUn care but actually deep down inside i do care...
i jus pretend that i dUn care bcos...firstly...i know i can't do anything abt it...secondly...i trust u...
Loving you...
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