Sunday, March 04, 2007
hi ppL...i veri long nv bLog le...miss mi rite...ha ha...i was kinda haggard tis few days cos studying non-stop..reach home by 5 den study til 12pm so ya....except for fri and sat...sUndae...stay at home and study...i jus dUn wan stupid grades in my o'level result slip if not...i think realli can prepare a white coffin for mi le....drop to combined science...haiz...sad but if i can get a better result wif this...why not...?
Loving you...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
duNNo wads happening...but anyway...i dUn give a damn cos the onli thing i noe now is to STUDY FOR O'LEVEL...cannot waste tym...the rest of the things...i m not in the mood care abt it...
went out wif sye mun n crystal to kbox todae...quite fun...sing sing sing...den aft tat went to bugis...meet jie pin and francis...ltr chong ee n gary...
took neoprints wif sye mun n crystal...
Loving you...
Monday, December 18, 2006
feeling damn fucking sian now...i hav ruin someone's life jus bcos of a stupid little thing of mine...n now there is nthing i can do to help...KANNINA JI BYE!!!...wad the hell m i doing n thinking at tat tym sia...fucking du lan wif myself now...
Loving you...
Sunday, December 17, 2006
last two days was tiring...was doing ritual for two funerals...sat was in tampinese while sun in seng kang...the one in tampinese came out to b my aunts' frens and the one in seng kang was jackies's grandma...i m actually doing ritual for my fren grandma...wad a small world...i hope it doesn't happen agn...
gonna work tml le...now tat i m busy wif work...homework n attending to funerals stuff...i hav no more energy to think abt bgr...
sometym i think i m jus trying to make myself damn busy n tired so tat i wun't think abt all those things but wadever it is...i m jus trying to b happie...
Loving you...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
wasn't in good mood tis few days...as u guys can see...i may b laughing but the veri next moment my heart sank...there was once...i broke dwn when working...i cried..LiLeng saw it...but stil i have to clean my face n put on a fake smile cos i m working...costomers saw mi,my eyes and nose red...they asked if i m ok...i said i m having a flu...
i tried hard but i jus can't seems to get somethings out of my mind...frankly...i miss those happy times...everything seems to b so beautiful...when i tot of these...my heart aches n i wanna cry...
there isn't anything i can do now...i had made tat decision...i follow through it...hope time wil help to fade all the feelings away...hope tat i realli is able to b tat happie crystal u guys used to hang out wif agn...hope tat i wUn b crying agn for the rest of the time...dunno why i m so useless...tis is the first tym i cried so mani tym for the same reason...haiz...
Loving you...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
tats the end of the fireworks...i m back to the single world...welcome mi back fren...i m glad tat no matter wad happen...u guys are always wif mi...esp all my sisters n brothers...thx
this relationship wif gid...i brought up lots of courage to make it a start...so as to end it...yup...everytym tis kinda things happens...my heart aches...it hurts n i cried...however u guys are always there for mi...n i wil alway remember tis words tat u guys hav said to mi "jus follow wads ur heart says...no matter wad decision u made...we wil support u n be there for u" and true enuf...they always are there for mi...
something once done cannot b undone...yup...i felt so sorry for myself,being such an idiot...but wad can i do?...i brought myself to tis stage...i gonna face it myself...i wil stay strong and happy...jus like the usual crystal tan kai li.
Loving you...
Saturday, November 25, 2006
went to cut my hair todae...bet wif my mum...sh
e sae if i dare to tel the auntie to do wadever she want, she wil pay for mi...since i got no money...i agree...n i end up wif... 
not veri use to my hair standing...but since wadever done cannot b undone...i wil try to get use to it lo....
Loving you...
